glory to God .

It's long since I have updated my blog . Nth much is happening recently but i just feel abit sian sometimes , i dunno why im even existing right now at this moment cos everything seem pointless . Test after tests , disappontments one after another . Now , i really have no idea how i can even stay in my triple sci class . I feel that i might jus drop subjects probably . It doesnt matter that much too ? yeah i think so . 

Yupp had PYA briefing thn after tat  received an interview form for cca post . hmm shucks much , cos idk wad to write in it my brain lik a blank shyt now . at nite , went to glory to God , was a rather touching night having a chance to gather and worship the Lord with other Christians . tats all 

' insanity .

wrong choice .

Omgg . I didnt now how i lost my freaking wallet . Who wanna take sia ? inside ish no money de lor goshh ._.

I duuno whether i dropped it or someone took it if it was someone who took it , i can say tat th person is stupid ttm . urgh . My wallet has lots of holes in it can :/ mehh nvm , and ytd , hearing ur voice was so sweet xD hahah . unlike someone else who jus keep asking me weird things and ask me go die . wts . big difference okayy . And yes , i wont love you , not at all . #toobad

omg i <3 this pictureeee (:

valentine's day . good or bad ? idk .

This update is so so so late , i noe xD hahah but im too guai cos I have been faithfully studying and not using th com for so long alrd . Partly becos , im texting alot too so no time to use th com . Had lik 6 test in total this wk #FML . All sure fail one bleh . And , valentine's day lik so ._. Can rly tell how despo a guy is , asking for stead a few days before v-day ? you think im dumb enough to accept you so tat you dun have to spent it alone ? haha too bad . LOL . Roses from frens are so sweet <3 but not from you idiot . bleh .

awesome cards i made (Y)

idiot (n)

chelsea <3

flash ish freaking awesome (;

fuck .

Sorry for that word as th title , but i feel lik shyt now . Dammit , i shudnt have read tat in th first place . -pause- My phone jus vibrated , it's ur reply . Maybe not . But no matter wad , i jus dun feel lik reading ur reply anymore. Urgh , sorry but i have no mood to type properly now , as you can see . Stop making EMPTY promises , cos i noe you wont be able to keep to it dude . ARGH ._. SHYT MAN WADS WRONG WITH ME AGAIN . 
Yeah man , got a haircut today . Hmmm , it wasnt rly tat screwed i suppose ? It look kinda okay somehow i think . At least , i can let down my fringe and not be a botak hahah . Yupp . I changed my bangs to side fringe again . Maybe i was thinking too much , but bangs bring bad luck . FML . Im serious , somehow . Bleh . Why is it when we get so close and something / someone have to come into th damn picture . Nvm , enough . Im gonna go mad .

It sucks to hear people say, "everything happens for a reason" because you dont wanna believe there is a reason to feel all this pain. - ripped from Dannica's fb pageee .

side fringe (y)

blisters . eww no .

my poor hand ._. blehh .

Flooded with trainings this week , and today it was the most painful one . Both , physically and mentally . And yes , as I was typing this my dad walked pass and stood behind me to see . Hey , can I have some privacy please ? Urgh , they just wouldnt trust me no matter wat . It sucks . Texting alot is simply equals to having bf ?  Why do you always jump into conclusions and you wont want to check my phone . Cos you will lose face and realised you have wronged me . Damn . Nvm , back to the main thing . Physically , you see my hand you know le luh . Mentally , well , the day didnt start off pretty well as normally . Thoughts after thoughs that I got , I didnt noe whether it was from You . Something is definitely not gonna turn out , yes , somethings has to be done . OBEDIENCE . It's a matter whether we will go , if You asked us to . There's rly nothing IK can do now currently . But , to just pray for passion to spread once again . A fire to burn for You , Lord . I've been backsliding so so much , I realised I'm not going anywhere . But in a loss alrd , nothing have seemed to be working well . Just broke up not long ago , it was wrong to have started that long ago . But , tat period of time I was so lack of love tat I made the wrong decision . Lord , Your love is still the best I couldnt have had before .

I feel lik shyt currently , can you jus go away and stop bothering me again ? It's rly annoying me alrd . Shut up and go away . And , you , I dunno wad you wan from me luh . You dao me , I do the same . I got blamed . Why . Can you even think of why I dun even wan to smile at you and jus stare at you ? You shud noe . That , is the reason . I dun wan to smile at you unless you do , first . Tat's all for today . Everything sucks and I feel WORSE than a shyt . bye .

Don’t make me mad then tell me to calm down. That’s like shooting someone and then wondering why they’re bleeding. #viatumblr

CHRONICLE (Y)

Hehehe , went out with Chelsea today for movieeeee . Yay , kinda come out to take a breather and to text ppl . I'm not really allowed to text at home , and it sucks when th notification light keep blinking and you noe you have a new unread message URGH . Hahah , back to th movie thing . We watched CHRONICLEEEEE ! (Y) It was lik kinda boring at th start but after tat , it was really awesome . Th effects were jus super real and nice ! (; Woohoo . I feel kinda frustrated with a person now , it's really super irritating can . You're getting on my nerves . fyeah . Argh , jus shooo and go away luh . Wlao . Hmmm , shall uploads some pictures taken today here (;

Botak me ):

BOTAKS OF THE DAY .

BOTAKS . Arg, h hahah to show good example to the juniors haha . Hmmm , kinda fake uh ? I looked at some of the juniors wondering how I'm gonna handle them . Batch after batch , the more guailan they become . Why uh . And why is NPCC always treated like a rubbish dump , to take in those tat didnt have cca . This is no UNFAIR luh . Initiation day ! (Y) Fun at my station with dearest Dannice <3 heheh . We did well , tat's wad i think . So you ppl , dun judge man . We can hear , WE ARE NOT DEAF PPL . Hell yeah .

My favourite picture (Y)

awesome ending .

It ended , I feel kinda great cos I feel so much better now . I dun have to hide like a shyt , I have nth to be afraid of now . Hmmm , but he's getting way too irritating . It's like I dun even give a damn abt you and you're just getting urself false hope . WTF , wake up luh dude . There'll be no happy ending . Byebye . I dunno why , but I feel sucky and out of place . Seriously . I have nth to post also , but it really sucks . You guys shud stop assuming , there's rly nth going on .