memories kept .

Staying at home today ): 'Cos my mum's in Malaysia now . Took 55 pictures today , that's like a lot I guess ? Oops :/ HAHAH . But who cares ?! Yupp . Gonna update soon , after I get to go out or something . Off for lunch ! Byee . Pictures I took today are below :) 

I guess I still do miss things in the past . And , that's why I had that dream but , I am going to put all those behind me . I have to wait , for the right one . Memories will be kept in me forever , that dream too ..

mustache .

Went out today with Chelsea & Si Hui today ! Probably today will be the last day of this week that Ik will be allowed to go out . My mother's going back to Malaysia for a few days and I have to take care of my brother how awesome is that . hurhur . Nevermind , I shall  try to do SOME homework tomorrow . #okaycan . Oh , we went to the expo today :) To the popular book fair and food fair ! I hate the crowds ._. Seriously . After that Si Hui went home and we went to Bugis ! I wanted to get a wallet and yes , I found a really nice one ;) I bought a mustache connector ring too ! (Y) I am broke for now , until I get to claim the money from my mother ~

nerd spec ! :)

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my new wallet <3

loves ~

Belated birthday gift :)

heh .

5.8 forever ;)

4 sec1s confirmed coming for the event already ! <3

HWAITING ~ 18 more days .

late late late .

Went for service today again ! It was kinda slack today , we watched a really touching movie called : '' Courageous'' Yeah , I cried like mad because I have emotions kay ! Actually I have nothing much to blog today , reached home kind of late today after staying at parkway until 8plus o: Didn't get scolded though , HAHA (Y) . Took lots of pictures today :)

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I have no idea what to put for the post title on the top HAHA . I shall update on stuff that happened for these few days , since I haven't been updating much , I suppose ? Yupp .

THURS ! We went to Sungei Buloh ! Met up with Simone , Clement , Piero and Xavier for lunch before going to school ! Had fun talking with them , they are a group of really new people in my nerd class HAHA . But , they are not luh ! Okay back to Sungei Buloh .  I went for the unguided trail :) Thought that it would be rather boring and stuff but it turned out really awesome ? Haha yeah x) I was with Simone for the trail and we ventured to a lot of different places . We saw a lot of squirrels and monitor lizards ! :) I think we were quite epic though , we wanted to continue walking forward but a monitor lizard was lying in the middle of the entire path . Guess what we did , we were saying ' excuse me , ' and gesturing to ask the lizard to move ! HAHAH . We also explored a place we named it ' the path to Heaven ' , it's really like a cool place ! It was not for entry but , we just went in ! :o Yupp , overall it was a really fun dayy !

FRI ! Omg , don't remind me about it . It was a really screwed day , I broke down for the first time in school this year . Mrs Bong was talking to me about my poor results and I felt so stupid and I cried . But now , I think I shouldn't have cried over spilled milk ! I should start doing something about my results , if I could get a T-score of 253 for PSLE , I could do well for my L1R5 too . Yupp . I really felt so touched when Simone actually stayed in class to talk to me and encouraged me . Although the both of us only knew each other for less than half a year , but I really felt that she was a really great friend this year in my class . She would always be there for you and helping you . So , I really feel blessed to even get to know her :)

TODAY ! I had a great day today with my cell , 5.8 ! Last cell with them today ): I am moving to 5.10 , I am actually looking forward to it and I really hope that it would be a fresh and new beginning for me ! HWAITING ~ We playing running man today , it was really fun and epic x) HAHA getting caught after hiding behind a car o:   How stupid I am to hide behind car , blehh . Heheh . We had a mini prize presentation and I was give the ' Appreciative ' title ! (Y) The cell wrote me sweet messages too ! Got a gift from my Angel :) She gave me one of my used to be favourite sweet :) Pictures below !

nice view :)

the lizard i talked to o:

path to H :)

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life's getting better ~

 

quarter a piece .

Went out for lunch with Simone , Ashley , Xavier and Jacob today :) Ate at pizza hut HAHA . It was epic , the 5 cents thing was super funny can . I'm in love with the song Endlessly by The Cab :) The chorus super like catchy and nice can .  Yeah . Going to Sungei Buloh tommorrow .__. Lame hurhur . How I wished I went to the Dairy Farm ); Haish , but at least I get to sleep until like 10plus tommorow before going out for lunch with the class at 11 x) Yupp , got nothing to talk about alrd ! ;)

Kayaking pictures earlier on this year !

You are my freedom .

Got back all the papers today already , like finally . Now I can sleep soundly without worrying about my results anymore ! Did I improve ? Yeah by 1 point for L1R5 , 17 to 16 ! But , I wasn't really good still . Gotta work hard ! :) I am super satisfied with both SS and Physics I got back today (Y) Yupp . Went out with Shu Fen after having lunch with Chelsea at Subway to get Joyann's birthday present ! ^^ Hope she likes it HAHAH xD Because , we really didn't know what to get for her ): We bought her a hotpink wallet with rainbow card slots inside with flowery fabric . Super chio ;) Yeah . Actually I have nothing much to say :) I felt happy last week :) Okay , which was like just yesterday ! I went for both cell and service ! Can you believe that ? My mum agreed and allowed me to go :) -loves- Something's greater is gonna come ~

i should stop . really . 

lost .

I'm lost , really . I don't know where I am heading now .I got so caught up with things that are so distracting , it's only today that I came to realize it . I was being too stagnant , I should be something about it . To be honest , it was really long since I touched it . I don't know what is happening to me right now but , I need to take a break . I need to think of where I am heading to now , I'm really lost . I got off-track , I don't know how to get back . Because , deep down inside , my thoughts are all mixed up . I have no idea what I am thinking or what thoughts are running through my mind now . I feel so empty now, like , I feel that everything I'm doing now is not what I really wanted . Was this what I wanted ? I asked myself so many times , I kept having the same answer , '' I don't know . '' I really have no idea . I want to take a break and think about where I am heading to .

Currently , I'm lost . Who am I ?


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school tomorrow . how nice .

There's school tomorrow , why does the school want us back in school just for one day after 2 days of break . Should just give us just one extra day to rest , the teachers can mark the papers too . Okay , I'm just finding lame reasons . I stayed at home today for the entire day , being an auntie trying to clear my exam-caused mess on my table and I swept the floor for my entire house . I was so bored to even sweep the floor . Gosh . Nevermind . Looking forward to school tomorrow ? Well , maybe not . I'm so sure that my results will be a big disappointment , I will definitely get scoldings . I am so sure . I realised that I kept blogging nowadays , I think I have nothing better to do hurhur . This week , I guess I'm going for both cell and service . But , I haven't asked for cell though . I don't know how to say . HOW .

More pictures of yesterday's outing :
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I seriously need to lose weight like asdfghjkl .

Went out with dearest YJP today :) I really miss those times in 2E , despite some people that I really don't hope to see now . I really like spending time with this few dearies <3 Sihui , Yushan , Isabel , Esther :) And of course , Chihui and Priscilla ! They didn't come today , but yes we are meeting up in June to bake rainbow cake ? xD Yepps ~ I print quite a lot of pictures today , I'm happy with all the pictures ! Butbut , I feel broke :( We all met at Tampines Mrt Station , took some pictures with Chihui before we sent her off ;) Hoho . After that , we went to T1 Subway for lunch ! I feel so broke that I have to budget everything today , including lunchhh .I'M SO BROKE AND I TOTALLY HATE IT . I need moneyyyyyy ~ Had a mini belated birthday celebration :) They sang birthday song for me then some other nice people from another school wished me too :) How sweet ! -awww- YJP bought me birthday present from 77th Street and a pair of really nice earrings HAHA but me no ear hole ! x) Heheh . But I'll find some place to put them definitelyyy ! Had a great day ;))

my legs are muscularrr (y)

<3

heh .

yay :)

my tongue hurts );

nerd spec . heh .

i <3 this !

Went out to meet with Outreach to plan for Homerun today hahah xD I think we had a big 'picnic' at mac instead of planning . Just kidding , we did plan okay :) (Y) I realised that both Louisa and Celeste look very cute <3 heheh . Funny Celeste never bring phone out of house , so funny right ! hohoho . Today was very scandal-ish , -coughs- Andy & Sihui ~ Okay I'm very lame . Spammed pictures in the mrt too :) Dinner at Popeyes with Chelsea just now x) Now I realised that I suddenly very scared of the taste of oily food -ewww- I felt like puking just now , although I do admit that food is nice ;) Walked around at Tampines Mall , Century Square and T1 with her and we spammed like ALOTTTT of pictures ! 44 in total <3 That's freaking awesome righttttt . But I'm not post all here , it'll take forever to upload ! <:

cool effect <3

outreach sec2&3s :))

classic pose :p

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