trust..?

So apparently, I was supposed to go out for Outreach Outing but last minute I had to go out with my family so yeahh. I was kind of irritated the whole day, being bugged by my baby cousin. Okay sorry, I don't have a thing for kids! Urgh, I love my hair actually, much more easy to maintain than side fringe somehow? I don't have to comb that much at least HAHAH. Okay, I just typed crap.

Trust...?

“Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart.”

#ootd #plain #casual

new shoes hoho xD

smile because everything's gonna be alright..

Had a great day with these two crazy woman <3 HAHAH one busy spamming instagram and twitter while the other was having fun using the voice control in her phone #epicttm. I'm normal okay (: (y) We were supposed to study but obviously we didn't! I did only one english comprehension question in the 5 hours that I have been out, I need to stop procrastinating for goodness sake. But I have no idea how to focus and next year is Os. Kill me, won't you?

I feel really bad yesterday, did stupid things like casting some casual remarks and making someone stay up till 4+am to reflect. I should just shut up and stop being so straightforward yeah? But on the brighter side, I saw a tiny change for a start? So I assume that it did help somehow #yayme. 

dannicaongchunyun.♥ ‏@fcukthtlove

Friends make up everything that's lost.

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^ So true yo (:

urgh, so close yet so far.

HAHA and fc says that he likes my bangs WTH. 

well, at least.

Yupp, I went to cut bangs again. I just needed a new change, so yeah don't ask me why I decided to cut all of a sudden. I am really irritated by some random and desperate guy that found my number on facebook, texted me and ask all sorts of weird question. First few question: "Are you single???" Oh I mean, hey don't let your motive be revealed so easily yeah? Such a fool! And of course, I don't really want to care about this kind of guys that make friends with people just to have a chance to get into a relationship, that's so douchebag. 

And finally, yesterday I felt that actually there is someone out there so cares a lot for me :')

∞

POP 2012 ;)

Just a post full of pictures, POP 2012.

I'm looking forward for my turn to POP, because yeah.

Oh, stop assuming that this may be directed at you, because I didn't say anything. -ermagerd- Every single thing that I have to solve is getting on my nerves because no matter how much I want to ignore it I can't, it keep irritating and bothering me now and then. Seriously, I'm getting annoyed.

oh seriously?

Finally, CAMP IS OVER. 
It's a really long and I dread the entire camp. Expected the best but felt the worse ever, because everything was real bad. Real real bad, all thanks to them. I'm not trying to say anything bad about them but I just felt really disappointed. They rant on twitter and other places, creating an image whereby they were being mistreated. A wonderful example for "POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK" indeed. They made me cry, yes they did. While everyone's buying their side of story, has anyone spared the time to hear out from us? Yes, AHNP BATCH 6, that's us. They treat as as though we were nothing, rolled their eyes when we gave them task to do and simply SINGING CHEERS FASTER THAN THE CAMPFIRE I/CS. Thanks a lot man, THANKS. 

#ootd

Went out to watch Rise of the Guardian today ^^ Quite a meaningful movie, worth a watch!

Enjoyed today (:

cactus ~

HAHA this is Chelsea's cactus but mine's the same colour so should be around the same? 

Yupp, quoted from Theingi: "My very first cactus with batch 6 ♥"

Tomorrow's unit camp and I've not prepared or packed a single thing for it, I don't look forward to the camp because I'm too tired to go and the worse thing is I might not be able to text? Yeah, that sucks big time. I have lots to prepare and bring for camp. I need to write script for both campfire and POP performance which I've not done anything. I have prepare full uniform for 1st Class and the taking of 2nd/3rd Class tests, and the list goes on and on.... 

Will be back on Thursday people! Miss me HAHAH.

ribena ;)

Might switch from side fringe back to bangs again, but should I? Previously my bangs was by accident and it was obviously super screwed. Should I or not? Someone tell me whether I should. Went out really early in the morning to bedok reservoir to walkwalk (': Then after that went for brunch and then took bus 69 to meet Si Hui. The hike was retarded, it started off with laughters and epic moments and ended off with sore feet. I'm currently limping around at home because my feet are hurting and I have blister.. What can be worse? And my left hand's 4th finger is swollen again because of bball. I have decided to take a break from ball games but should gym. The last time I went was a few weeks ago? And I should g o soon. That's the plan for now. I'm currently broke and I have no cash to spare. Owe people proper birthday presents but I'll get them once I have money again. Promise.

ribena mad-ness (; ♥

liberty.

Finally got back my phone after 3 days, as usual they claimed that my phone is perfectly alright and that they couldn't repair but only reset my phone to install new software. It's the same old cycle and this is probably the 5th/6th time I've to repair this phone of mine? Oh man, 2014 Jan, can you come fast? I desperately need a NEW PHONE. The new software in my phone is rather irritating, especially the new keyboard functions to text. I take ages to reply messages, I'm sorry for that.

Oh yes, Sunday's service was great. But, at the same time it made reflect a lot and I don't know what else to say. Went home early because of some reasons, overall it was a good day. Yes, a good day indeed.

Uncertainties, I have no idea it's correct.

holidays, so called.

^ All from Tumblr (: Ripped them off to put them here because this few graphics are nice (;

So, holidays have officially started. Oh really? You should take a look at the pile of homework, assignments and those two irritating chinese books I have to complete in the 'holidays'. I guess I'll end up going back to school and being not prepared at all for Prelim 1 because I feel so tired of work and studying. But, I have to remove these thoughts. Look, O Levels is next year. NEXT YEAR, #suddenrealisation. I have the longest list of things to complete and obviously time is not on my side. Maybe now, all those little things I have been worrying about has been solved? Pushed back? And, that gave me a reason to stop giving myself excuses to procrastinate. Next week's gonna be real busy.. And all the other weeks as well. Oh someone, help me.

♥

what are words.

credits to dannica <3

Went out on a study date with Dannica and Winnie yesterday ^^ As usual, it wasn't productive at all! I only did 5 MCQ questions in 3 hourse and I wasted so much time, but who cares.

Okay so currently, I am very distracted by a lot of things. I NEED to focus on studies because O Levels is freaking next year, in less than 365 days!(DUH) Sorry, this is a very informal post. So I shall continue, okay I have to start revision soon, for prelim 1. And if I fail both emath and amath again, I've screwed big time. I need to get less than 15 for L1R5, okay very lousy but yeah.

For today, SCHOOLLLLL then I went gym and I was stunned at my own weight when I stood on the weighing scale. I gained 3kg :/ THAT'S ALOT. I have to stop eating so much, but apparently I've never did what I promised myself. I will eat and, just eat. 

Everything's going well in my life right now, at least I know who are those who really understands me and is always there for me. Sometimes I wonder, whether my mind is that hard to read. Why is everyone so insensitive to how I am feeling. Is it because I always look alright and all? Maybe I guess. But no worries, I am perfectly fine now. I'm just typing this whole chunk for fun, yeah.

It's the time for the time of your life

Long since I've updated my blog, so I shall now. One week of ALPS have just flew past like that, everyday I go to school feeling really tired and a little lethargic. Sitting through class while texting was what I do everyday, it's boring I know. Had CSI Course yesterday, it didn't have a good start as I heard some unpleasant things but things got better as I decided to forget it all and not let it affect me again.

Woke up at 7.20am to meet up for camp proposal, I was 20 mins late. I only left house at 8 which was the time we had to meet up. It's my first time being late! So don't judge me because of that #justsaying. Heard even more things today, but it's all the past. I shall just not think or even mention about it anymore, because I know it will affect me. So, I will put everything aside and carry on with life. Trying to be as normal as possible. 

Really thank those who were there for me always :') ♥

^ pictures taken after #z5rm ♥