it's not worth temporary bliss.

Sometimes I really wonder, why didn't you just tell me how you're feeling at that moment. It was a special day for you isn't it? Then why did you tell me that you're feeling horrible and all those shyt, are you treating me like a joke or what? I seriously just don't understand. Well, I guess I was too affected yesterday right thing in the morning when I stared hard at that date, well it's no significance to me but it's the day when you've moved on without any knowledge that I'm still stuck in all these miseries. You're going to pay for it, just kidding. You should stop caring about me, whether I was feeling okay  and all those because I don't want you to care and yet I want you to. What a dilemma. all those things I heard, my impression of you wavered, of course to an extremely bad way. There you are defending yourself, hah, so what I should trust you? After all those lies I uncovered. I feel like that I am going back to the me, almost exactly 1 year ago. Read to find out. This year is suvh a crucial year for me in my studies, but see what am I doing right now? I'm stuck in this tragedy. screw it seriously. I got over, but the memories just come back now and then to haunt me. Is it KARMA? hah, what a great joke.There you are again, saying that you wouldn't want to affect me and my studies, WOW HEY LOOKS WHO'S TALKING. 

ihopeyoulivewelloffwiththeguiltimgonnaalwaysremindyouof. hah.

fun day with fun people ;)

First, some overdue pictures of SECTION 5A TUAN YUAN FAN ♥

Then, after 2.4 yesterday :D