ups & downs, off I go.

Woke up at 7 to support the cadets at HTA for their Inter-Unit Drill Competition yesterday, spent around 4 hours there but glad that it was worth my time :) 5th in position out of 123 schools, good job girls! Proud of you guys hehe. After that was studying at Bedok Library with Chelsea and Theingi, haha probably I was the only one that did something productive all the way from 5pm to around 9pm #studymood. Need to go full blast and study real soon, I'm still in my relaxed mood and it's real bad. I'm only 12 days away from my last prelim, I'm not going to do well if I continue to procrastinate. Someone please knock some sense into my head, aish.

Had a quarrel just before I went to sleep, I must be mad. You should leave now, before I decide to leave one fine day (probably impossible). Don't tell me you want to stay, because I want you to yet I don't. -mixed feelings- What a day.

yayyy ;)

All I know is we said hello
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days, i'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

it's not impossible.

Supp, I guess it's time to update my blog. It has been dead for that least 2 weeks or so HAHA. What's up with my life? I've been doing quite well because finally everything has a closure and nothing's hanging anymore. Maybe it has ended all long ago but I just didn't want to face it. But I'm glad, I see everything crystal clear right now. It'll all return to square one where everyone is happy (I guess). So, been MIA recently for certain place/things, yupp, just don't want to face anyone there or do anything for now. I need to take a breather and I guess this time round it'll be a long one. I'm busy studying? No, this is probably an excuse and a pretty mainstream one I suppose. I'm just really tired, living up to those responsibilities that I wasn't even willing to take on. I feel burdened for the fact that I'm not good enough, I never will be. So, just let me be. I'll return, (promise? no, sadly), I'll see how things go. It may be good or maybe not. No promises, not at all. I feel better that way. And just see how much weight I've put on, dang it.

"It's highly possible to fall for the same person twice." ∞