What to do?

Well, I'm back for an update. Life has been quite bad, especially yesterday. Locking myself up in the toilet and crying my eyes out is what I did yesterday. I felt so horrible, being unwanted and a substitute for someone else. I just felt like screaming out loud, I'm a human I do have feelings too. Do you guys understand?

I'm always a second choice because when they find someone better all the time. Yeah good job some people, to make me stop talking to my bestie, you're not helping but making things worse. Spoke to him yesterday, he's probably the best person who truly understand me. A friend who doesn't put you down neither can comfort me but the things he said is genuine and soothing.

Judge me people for all you want, I do things I like.

Life's a bitch, but I'd live with it. ♥

Yes, I haven't update anything on AHS PROM NIGHT. First it sucks, second it sucks. It practically sucks, stupid games and disgusting food. Eww. A total waste of money. Lucky there were friends. Just some pictures to top it up, other details are no worth mentioning.

life's good. not.

Life's not going very well lately, but yeah it's getting better already and I'm hoping for the best of things. You said you'd never leave, but you did. You said you'd be the one who is always there, but you're not here now. 

Just so aggitated by lots of things lately, I cannot control. Today wasn't a really good day though, I feel socially awkward in groups. It's probably some problem of mine. I could only talk and hangout with people 1 to 1. That's really bad. Is this a mental problem? I don't even know. 

Really thankful that I finally got to hangout with people that I have drifted away (a little) previously. Thank God for them. Really, I'm indeed blessed.

Oh, I fear returning. So I wouldn't anymore, sorry for being a disappointment. I'm such a burden, dang.

#wiwt ♥♡

"People judge, and I take it hard on myself."

:')

Am I expecting too much from a friend like you? I guess so. I'm probably the biggest burden alive. Why don't you just ask me to go? Don't keep me as a friend, I don't want to burden you anymore. I have lots of other friends too, one less wouldn't hurt. 

"If you're coming any closer, I'm not letting you go..?"

Bugis with this bunch of awesome people on Wednesday, so thankful for every single one of them.