Now Or Never.: June 2014

Oh man, I need one more week of holidays to catch up on more of my sleep and get more clothes. These 3 weeks went past in a blink of an eye, wished it could be the same for school as well but neh my wishful thinking.

Sometimes, it's really not my fault when I move on to feel more comfortable with new people in my life. Have been REALLY REALLY thankful for L4 (you guys are awesome people hehe) especially Wan Ting, Rehana, Hamzah and Wee Kang. I have never imagined myself being able to find a group of friends that I could feel comfortable and be myself.

Secondary school was really horrible when I come to think about it, Sec 1&2 was good because of my clique and Kai Ying. Ohmy, all the good memories are sort of gone now. I wished I could do something about it. Batch 6, cca times were good but honestly, I couldn't really be myself I held up a strong front trying to find a comfortable spot but I guess at some point of time, I was probably detested by many of you. Honestly, all of us are on different frequency now, it's normal for us to distant. We (you all and lonely me) all talk about different things, some of you found better friends that gave you new identities. I will always be that fool to be your friend but maybe I am a hindrance in your new social life. Sucks to be left out being the only poly kid HAHA.

Sec 3&4 class, terribly sorry but I felt really ostracized somehow, only survived because of my really good buddy Simone and Vinnie. But on the other hand, sucks to be in a smart class. Shan't elaborate. Life was a total roller coaster, honestly I don't want secondary school life back maybe only want to keep some friends.

2014 has been a smooth sail, storms were gone and things have been going well. People often say they fear prolonged period of good times because they don't last and bad times will hit and last even longer. And I really don't want that to happen.

I had the courage to believe in love again, maybe it was not that bad afterall. It takes a couple of shitty guys to make you realise that there is only ONE right guy. Never knew sacrifices could still apply in today's context, I am really very blessed and thankful. Our love is greater than the infinites. YH ♥ ∞

Hehe, went for The Fault in Our Stars (he call it The Frog in Our Stars because he apparently was in the power saving mode throughout the movie -.-) It was super good, comparable to the book but hahahah I DIDN'T cry yay. And the 3D Transformers another day, it was pretty action-packed but FML gadgets flying to your eyes scared the shyt out of me HAHAHA. Had lots of good food too, pictures below heh.