25-26/10/14

So today was a really horrible day, all the work and assignments all have to be rushed today. I've completed a couple and I'm too tired to continue, so I shall rest and do them another day next week. Lost my studying momentum and I think I need really long to get it back again. SciCom research presentation on Week 4 and I'm still figuring out a way to do my Week 1 part. Screw everything, I want to give up already.

In contrast, yesterday was a good day. Watched Annabelle but to my disappointment, it was a really bad show. Now I know why it's actually PG13. Not a horror/thriller movie but it was a very religious based movie? I expected it to be really scary, that's why. Ate Ramen, Penang Laksa and Black Ball all in one day #fatdieme. Good food with great company makes it worth the fats again hehe.

It has been 10 months, so glad that during this tough period, things remained the same. Or maybe it did get better. Hope that everything remains the same for the next few years ♡

homecoming ♡ -updated-

Homecoming (also 10th Anniversary) of AHS NPCC yesterday, pioneer trainers, pioneer batch to the current batch 10 was all present last night. It was not the most fun campfire I have been to before but definitely the most heartwarming one indeed. I realised that I really missed AHS especially my batch mates and of course trainings I had with them. When school started this year, I was too carried away with the new bunch of people I have met and almost took them for granted. I thought new people would make me feel better and all, they did but in the end there were more dramas than friendship.

Although being 4 years of my squadmates was not an easy journey but at least they always made me feel at home, making me comfortable. I may say that I am the same with everyone but I always have a slightly different side when I am with them. I can just keep quiet and watch all of them talk about anything and everything but always feeling not left out. I guess it's the warmth they have always provided me with. I cannot express how much love I have for them, wished they could be always be in the same school and CCA as me. Returning to AHS also brought back some bad memories but they made it all better.

NPCC, if given a choice I will still choose it as my CCA, it brought me a not perfect but a wonderful group of people which I held dearly to. Trainings were tough, filled with blood, sweat and lots of tears but I guess it was all worth it to some extend. From a not confident person to currently a (somehow) confident speaker, I know I have benefited from NPCC. Till we meet again next year, AHNP. 

More of a pictures post today, so.. enjoy!

The 10 batches of NPCC cadets (:

So, school starts tomorrow. Meh, really not looking forward to everything, no motivation at all to study shyt. Urgh. I guess I'm gonna flunk Sem 1.2, we shall see.

Tgif no more.

It's already Friday. No, I don't want to return to school yet. Had good sleeps for the past few nights till yesterday when it struck me that I have only 3 good night sleeps left till start of school. Argh, I'm imagining all the stress and the amount of work I've to complete. Test after test, everything's counted too. CDS will also be the death of me. Let me just die and lay in a bed of roses.

So, met up with da babes for impromptu dinneer on Wednesday. Ate Long Johns but there was no Chocolate Cream, sad me because that's the only reason why I loved eating there. But I still enjoyed the dinner anyways, at least there wouldn't be awkward silence. Yeah. Met Dannica yesterday again for a tour around Bedok and watch hunting HAHA. Went to Tea Inn，popcorn chicken which I missed so muchhhhhh.

I guess it's really hard for me to make a lot of friends, this holiday made me realise that actually having a few friends is already enough. Too many friends = too many problems. Have been texting real little recently, sorry for really dead replies because I'm getting tired of replying them. Of course with a few exceptions.

Homecoming tomorrow I guess I'll be back to update on Saturday or Sunday. Stay tuned!

Ending off with a shameless selfie HAHA. 

hashtag major throwback

So, I spent my day looking through all my old pictures stored in my laptop. I was reminded of so many things, all the fun times with AHS people, my Hong Kong trip which felt like a dream now. I missed all of them so such but it's a pity to be unable to turn back. We have to always move in and not dwell in the past but looking at those photos really brought back all those precious memories, be it good or bad. I shall attach the pictures later, after I do some sort of editing (to make myself look normal). No I'm just kidding, I just need to sort and filter some out first.

Life now is good, of course. But memories sometimes make you long for the life you had in the past, when you had lesser interaction with the real world out there but instead lived in the small bubble of yours. Maybe I was happier back now, but I'm still quite happy with what I have now.

Stay tuned for more!