22/12/14 ♡

Been really lazy to think of a title recently so date will just do the trick for now. McDonald breakfast today with da babes and yay to the free milo upgrade for some breakfast meals. I have been craving for hotcakes for a long while and although I know I can't really eat that well I just had to eat it by all means hahaha. Life sucks when you can't have all your favourite food and turn to other alternatives (which are all the food you hate). On the bright side, maybe it'll help me lose some weight haha.

SciCom consultation then afterwards was Bugis and Scape! Bought one long pants and a belt (necessities okay) and Dannica bought me a set of phone screen protector which I had a hard time deciding if I should get or not haha. Heheh thanks. And I wore a necklace from Chelsea today too, thanks again hehe. Thankful for these two that has been stuck with me for like the last 4 and last 7 years HAHAHAH. I know it's not easy to bear with my weirdness haha.

I don't even know what I'm doing and what exactly do I want. Why, oh why. What have I led myself into?

19/12/14

Crashed Dannica's workplace yesterday with Chelsea, but before heading there we kinda got lost finding our way to One KM. Well, it's a nice shopping mall, and it's real similar to Eastpoint. Burden me had to drag them to Food Junction so that there is something for me to eat. Hahaha I feel really bad though, luckily the food was really bagus hehe. I had bean paste soup, my all time favourite. After that was KFC Froyo, it's really good and the mango sauce was nice hahaha.

Had a great time talking to them, and them hearing all my stupid stories haha. Having a bad headache so I don't really know what else to sayyy. I'll update this post again soon! Perhaps.

I'll let pictures do the talking:

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I am so pissed with the blogger app, typed one whole post and poof, it's gone. I can't remember what I blogged already on so... here's a new post. Yes, it's already day 4 of my 3 weeks break (not) and I haven't completed any significant things yet. Been rotting all day long and of course spending lots of time with my bed.

As you know, this is also day 4 of me having braces. Well, I guess it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but maybe limited food choices makes me rather depressed. I really wonder how those on diet can resist all the savoury food, I really salute you. As for the pain... well, it kind of subsided today but I grew extra ulcers though. It's still quite bearable as I have high pain tolerance. Thankfully.

My first half of sem 1.2 was bitter sweet I guess, experiencing lots of emotions but am still thankful for people who stood by me. Well, I'm a difficult friend to have. So if you're still putting up with my shyt, I'm more than thankful. I would like to have a chance to meet myself, to see how horrendous I am to others. Haha. I'm just joking about that.

Time now is 10.31 pm, and I'm sleepy already. It's quite bad to sleep so early but I can't help it. I'll probably be awake at 4am later. Oh wells.

That's all for now!
Byeeee.

And, shameless braces picture of me hahahah.

Term Test ✔

Term Test has finally ended, I'm thoroughly exhausted, mentally and physically. Had a 10 hours sleep yesterday, but that dream I had was...meh. I don't know if it really reflects what I want. But okay, let's not talk about this.

Went to Eighteen Chefs after AHP paper and then Eighteen Chefs again today with batch 6. Dannica you're missed ): The rain today was horrendous but the company (and loots) was great hahaha. Well, I have nothing else to elaborate so I shall let the pictures speak.

So would you lie with me and forget the world?

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心情依然乱糟糟的，我真是个傻逼。
明明就没人会管，自己却一直期待着什么。
眼里水龙头都快流干了，可是还是停不住。
哭出来就会好过点？屁话吧。
越哭越离谱就有。

逃避始终不是办法，可是还是选择了这条路。
只愿考试不会被影响吧，不想历史再次发生。

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Haven't felt this way for a long time, it seems that there isn't any  word to describe my feelings right. Term test yeah term test, hopefully I'll be too distracted to even think about everything now.

Life is always full of ups and downs, yeah, I'm facing all the downs now. Not exactly down but I'm confused with everything I'm going through. Everything contradicts itself... It sucks when I became someone I really hate. 

I wished you were here