16/4/15

Yes, 4 more days to a new beginning, year 2 here I come. Year 1 has been bitter sweet, being caught up in too much sorrows that I neglected my studies in the second half of my year 1. This time for sure, I would not let anything similar again happen, I really hope.

I am not yet done trying but I guess for now I would love to let nature takes its course. I am afraid that by pushing things too far will cause a negative effect. So yes, I am letting things go its way but no, I am definitely not letting things slip by so easily. Life is full of regrets, but I would like to say no for this time round.

Currently, I have a more important scientific report on hand but I am absolutely drained. I guess I should continue tomorrow, my fat hopes of getting things done by Sunday. I will try, I will try. Well, done complaining I promised to complain lesser and I guess I should stick to it.

This holiday was indeed not an easy one, rather one that took a lot of energy away. Too many things happened unexpectedly, and I almost made things worse. So glad I was able to hold back and let things continue smoothly. I am afraid that my fear will come through, but I am willing to trust. Just once more. I don't know whether it will be worth it, but it is definitely worth a shot.

I'm bad at expressing myself, so pictures shall replace words.

ugly thigh muscles my god

<3

Till next time! (Very long later)