给在远方的你

我还是成为了自己最痛恨的那种人。
我只想说声对不起，我欠你的，下辈子再补偿你。
爱情，我累了，现在只想一个人过。
我伤害了你，我一辈子都不会原谅自己的。
最后，你会再次找到幸福的。
一定比我更加值得你的爱。
最后，我祝福你。
你要幸福哦。

14/5/2015,
504

16/4/15

Yes, 4 more days to a new beginning, year 2 here I come. Year 1 has been bitter sweet, being caught up in too much sorrows that I neglected my studies in the second half of my year 1. This time for sure, I would not let anything similar again happen, I really hope.

I am not yet done trying but I guess for now I would love to let nature takes its course. I am afraid that by pushing things too far will cause a negative effect. So yes, I am letting things go its way but no, I am definitely not letting things slip by so easily. Life is full of regrets, but I would like to say no for this time round.

Currently, I have a more important scientific report on hand but I am absolutely drained. I guess I should continue tomorrow, my fat hopes of getting things done by Sunday. I will try, I will try. Well, done complaining I promised to complain lesser and I guess I should stick to it.

This holiday was indeed not an easy one, rather one that took a lot of energy away. Too many things happened unexpectedly, and I almost made things worse. So glad I was able to hold back and let things continue smoothly. I am afraid that my fear will come through, but I am willing to trust. Just once more. I don't know whether it will be worth it, but it is definitely worth a shot.

I'm bad at expressing myself, so pictures shall replace words.

ugly thigh muscles my god

<3

Till next time! (Very long later)

UPDATEEEEEEEE.

It's been really long since I updated this blog, life has been very busy and I didn't have the time to blog. Anyways, I'm just back for a short post today and hahah just to make this blog alive again!

So... school has been bearable, I guess. Last few weeks or should I say month was pretty hectic, having hell lots of test and SG50 preparation. Well, all my test went pretty smoothly so did SG50. WE WON 2ND PRIZE!! But unfortunately, the prize money is sort of being confisticated... well we shall see how this turns out.

Erm, nothing much I guess? SCOM presentation tomorrow, I hope it will go smoothly too!

I miss you. 💕

22/12/14 ♡

Been really lazy to think of a title recently so date will just do the trick for now. McDonald breakfast today with da babes and yay to the free milo upgrade for some breakfast meals. I have been craving for hotcakes for a long while and although I know I can't really eat that well I just had to eat it by all means hahaha. Life sucks when you can't have all your favourite food and turn to other alternatives (which are all the food you hate). On the bright side, maybe it'll help me lose some weight haha.

SciCom consultation then afterwards was Bugis and Scape! Bought one long pants and a belt (necessities okay) and Dannica bought me a set of phone screen protector which I had a hard time deciding if I should get or not haha. Heheh thanks. And I wore a necklace from Chelsea today too, thanks again hehe. Thankful for these two that has been stuck with me for like the last 4 and last 7 years HAHAHAH. I know it's not easy to bear with my weirdness haha.

I don't even know what I'm doing and what exactly do I want. Why, oh why. What have I led myself into?

19/12/14

Crashed Dannica's workplace yesterday with Chelsea, but before heading there we kinda got lost finding our way to One KM. Well, it's a nice shopping mall, and it's real similar to Eastpoint. Burden me had to drag them to Food Junction so that there is something for me to eat. Hahaha I feel really bad though, luckily the food was really bagus hehe. I had bean paste soup, my all time favourite. After that was KFC Froyo, it's really good and the mango sauce was nice hahaha.

Had a great time talking to them, and them hearing all my stupid stories haha. Having a bad headache so I don't really know what else to sayyy. I'll update this post again soon! Perhaps.

I'll let pictures do the talking:

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I am so pissed with the blogger app, typed one whole post and poof, it's gone. I can't remember what I blogged already on so... here's a new post. Yes, it's already day 4 of my 3 weeks break (not) and I haven't completed any significant things yet. Been rotting all day long and of course spending lots of time with my bed.

As you know, this is also day 4 of me having braces. Well, I guess it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but maybe limited food choices makes me rather depressed. I really wonder how those on diet can resist all the savoury food, I really salute you. As for the pain... well, it kind of subsided today but I grew extra ulcers though. It's still quite bearable as I have high pain tolerance. Thankfully.

My first half of sem 1.2 was bitter sweet I guess, experiencing lots of emotions but am still thankful for people who stood by me. Well, I'm a difficult friend to have. So if you're still putting up with my shyt, I'm more than thankful. I would like to have a chance to meet myself, to see how horrendous I am to others. Haha. I'm just joking about that.

Time now is 10.31 pm, and I'm sleepy already. It's quite bad to sleep so early but I can't help it. I'll probably be awake at 4am later. Oh wells.

That's all for now!
Byeeee.

And, shameless braces picture of me hahahah.

Term Test ✔

Term Test has finally ended, I'm thoroughly exhausted, mentally and physically. Had a 10 hours sleep yesterday, but that dream I had was...meh. I don't know if it really reflects what I want. But okay, let's not talk about this.

Went to Eighteen Chefs after AHP paper and then Eighteen Chefs again today with batch 6. Dannica you're missed ): The rain today was horrendous but the company (and loots) was great hahaha. Well, I have nothing else to elaborate so I shall let the pictures speak.

So would you lie with me and forget the world?