sry . maybe not .

Urgh , I'm all fucked up . I dunno wad I'm doing currently , did I make the correct choice ? Hopefully I fucking did uh . Wed .. Shud I or not ? Happy or simply not giving a damn . Uhh . I dunno anymore luh . I shud see what happens on wed then . Hope he's the same , me too . Please dun let anything turn out wrong again . DAMMIT . Uhhh . Omg , wad am I talking about now ._. I'm mad . Seriously . Goshhh . I feel bad too somehow , or maybe not . You lve me , yet I dun love you . Too bad uh . You cant do anything to make it come true . Cos , IT WONT . Maybe . I dunno luh aiyooo . Damn confused and pissed alrd . Haishh , how . WAD SHUD I DO , ANYBOBY PLEASE HELP ME . I'm desperate for help and talk now . By someone who understands me deep enough . Blehhhhh .

Imma bitch , I know that . I wont deny . 

Wish : Hope it lasts .