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Went to Universal Studios to celebrate Fathers' Day . It was a really horrible day , when your leg muscles fail you and leaves you screaming when climbing up and down the stairs . Getting accused by your own mother for stealing her money and how she threatens you to own up by saying that she wants to send you to the police station . Obviously , I didn't . I feel like telling her : ''Hey , Christians don't steal . Maybe you lost your money and simply wants to push the blame to someone else .'' And of course , I didn't say that . I won't be typing this if I said that to her , that's like sending myself into deep trouble . I have no idea how I have survived in this kind of life since I was young , maybe I am strong . Or probably , I'm numb to such things . Praying for a day that there would be a change in atmosphere in my family , one day , it will . 

Going from one roller rides to another , seeing how my mother worries for my brother . What about me ? I am invisible . I know . He is with me , I'm thankful for that . With Him , nothing would be possible . Living in my family , can you stand it ? Even asking for permission to pierce my ears , she screams at you in the public transport . How nice is that . 

Too tired to give you a summary for USS , the rides were thrilling but my heart was dead when I took those rides . So , I guess I couldn't feel anything . Nothing at all . I don't want such horrible family outings again . This type of feeling is way too bad that you could describe in words .

Don't bother to ask if I'm okay . I am alright .

took the red track one !

my eyes <3

$11 lunch . -expensive-

too cute :*

I'm going to run right after my leg muscles heal . 

Too long never run already .