it's gonna start and end

These few days were bad, real bad. It's not about that though, it's something else. I couldn't stand it anymore, maybe it's just recently that I found out but what can I do. I have to just get it out of my mind and stop being listless in class if not my teacher will ask me if I am okay after every lesson of hers. The feeling sucks, I want to tell her what happen but I do not have the courage to. I feel like a piece of shyt, really. But I guess, life still goes on. The earth continues to revolve around the sun, things will get better each day hopefully. The emotional side of me is back again, it's bad. It's going to end soon. Well, at least I will do something to settle my messy train of thoughts now. I will forget everything, all those things erased away from my mind.

Just like before.

THIS BLOODY ASS