things are better left unsaid .

Sometimes, I don't know how things works. I mean, my brain. I tend to spend my time on those who I have been drifting off from recently. I am scared to lose another new friend, but I seem to have made it worse. I know how it feels like to get left alone, well I had that feeling before too. It's just that I kept it to myself, so that nothing will ever happen. I have little time, for so many people.  I can't afford to lose anymore friends including you. I know today was foolish but it all was something that I knew I should do and I shouldn't. No one could be perfect in their doings, I guess that definitely includes me as well. Give me time, please understand. Pretty please. I'm sorry.