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^ This is nice, so yeah.

2nd Class Drill Badge test today (: Had high expectations of myself but, had more disappointments in the end. I felt that I could have done better, I aimed for even more but I am not content at just being the second highest or whatsoever. I want something even better. Enough of this, well at least I PASSED and prove her wrong.

Have you ever sat down and just think about the most random things ever? You just get yourself so deep into thoughts and you think of all the negative things that you have done. Or maybe just simply thinking about who are those people who really treat you as a true friend? I mean, they may be those who have identity crisis and just be friends with you because they are afraid to be alone. Alone? Well, it is really frightening. Maybe I may used to think that way but now, no. I like to be alone now, thinking about stupid things. And yes, it will lead to a mental breakdown. But, isn't that called self-reflection?

So, what are best friends? Can someone give me a definition? It's quite difficult to understand. Or maybe too difficult to articulate.