Yesterday was a great day , it got me thinking about a lot of things and I realised that actually , I have totally no idea what my purpose in the cell . Was that a really bad thing ? I have absolutely no idea . Sometimes I really wished that everything would have been different , I wondered if I were to be born in a Christian family , maybe just maybe things may be different . I have no idea what I am typing now because my mind now is in a state of confusion . Maybe sometimes I think way too much , I have a feeling that now I'm obliged to turn up for every single thing because everyone do so . But what if , I just can't ? I feel bad and all . but in the end who knows ? No one apparently yeah . I love my current cell , I feel so welcomed and accepted , yet at the same time if you ask me what am I contributing . At this point of time , I will look down and just , shake my head . Because I don't know . Really . I still need time to adapt . Things are getting too overwhelming all of a sudden .
Today , good and bad . I don't know what else to say . Just a question , is being straightforward really wrong ? I need an answer badly .
^ i just typed a lot of crap there
okay bye
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