ptc.

Went for PTC yesterday, Peng Lao Shi talked to my mother for quite long and he suggested that I should get myself a good tutor to improve on my results. And yes, now I finally realise and know that I really did very badly. Although my overall percentage improved by a pathetic 2+% but my L1R5 is a total disgrace. I didn't get any scoldings this time round and it made me feel worse. Are they too disappointed to say anything? Or simply just not care about me anymore? Because I did badly. Amath, I did so many practices that I could cry already but where are the results of my hard work? I wonder what went wrong in between previously, but now I found what is wrong. I wasted too much time on people that are not worth my time at all, but now,  I know where I'm heading/ I want to be a missionary or even a social worker, but before I reach out to others I have buck up on my personal performance.