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need strength.

Monday, school again. Mini Olympics was a total waste of time and today was a bad day. Not that I like to whine and complain about insignificant matters again but, after today I realised how unimportant I was, I feel as if I am just someone who is treated like a plan B, only looking for me when you have nothing to hang out with. Put it in simple terms, I am just a loner that no one would care, oh maybe when I am gone, forever. That was just me exaggerating, but it's quite true, isn't it?

Don't think that you know who I am, because I can tell you that I don't show the true side of me. I don't ever show my real and true feelings to anyone, unless you're really important to me. For now, no one has gained that trust that I could reciprocate yet.

I just bought pants again, when I went out with Chelsea and Winnie to Far East today. It was a fun but really tiring day, because I just have no mood. No one realised? And, now you know. Sometimes I wonder why I have always been so sensitive and know when someone isn't feeling alright, but no one would ever sense how I'm feeling. Are my feelings so hard to tell? Or read? 

A disclaimer, I'm not referring to anyone in my post, it's just generalising my feelings and deep thoughts. I am better now already.

"Can you be honest and tell me what's happening? I don't want things to hang halfway and you expect me to find out all for myself. Is there a problem? Tell me, would you?"