what to do..?

Just, what to do right now? Can someone tell me? I'm so stressed about everything that I'm responsible for in my life. PTC, was it supposed to motivate me to study? I really don't know, I'm actually quite demoralised after it. Why is it that I can't do well? Every single time I put in effort and everything turns out negatively. I'm trying way too hard to make things work. I'm tired, can I give up  and take a break from everything? I need to sort things out in my mind, I'm thoroughly confused. WHATEVER. 

pretty cupcake ;) :*

There's nothing left to say, I'm just waiting, waiting for the impossible to happen.