POP`13, it's bitter sweet.

i look horrible after crying haha ><

fun shot :p

;')

sec 1~

gift from sec3s -touched-

super old pic HAHAH

12 APRIL 2013,

A day that marks the end of my NPCC life, I could not say that the entire journey was really a super pleasant but it was bitter sweet. Full of tears and joy, and of course this was the CCA which God has placed me in and moulded me into a person full of confidence. Remembered how I used to dislike NPCC trainings and complained every single Friday morning when I dragged my school uphill to school thinking that I had to attend training again, and the cycle continued all the way till sec2. I had a sudden passion for this CCA, all I wanted was to lead and influence my juniors in whatever ways I could. But somehow, I was not destined to be one of the leaders in the end, but I am still sastisfied with my post. Though honestly, I felt disappointed that I was not even a chance, which is one of the reasons that made the passion for my CCA die down during my NCO life. But, everything's planned, I had the chance to be a sec1 I/C and I guess, that was enough for me to handle. I could not imagine how I would have stumbled this year with so many unhappiness in my life. Thankfully, my squadmates were the one who kept me going, pushing me forward. If not, I would not have been able to go through all these on my own. This journey was one that changed my life, my personality completely. A good change? Actually, I am quite uncertain about that.

Your heart says "yes", your head says "no", and you say "I don't know."

And yes, I don't know. All your empty promises.

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