it's 400 :'(

Everything has been going well in my life right now so far :) Apart from the haze with PSI 400 making me giddy and all for this whole week, meh I really hope that the haze could just clear off soon. I mean, NOW. Change of plans yesterday and I met Chelsea at the library to study. I completed only two chapters in 3 hours, hurhur I'm so slow I cant even :'( And yes, today's gonna be my rest day because I have Math tuition tonight HAHAHA. I need to reserve some brain cells for math questions.

You shouldn't even be bothered with my life right now. Stop asking, you wouldn't get the answer you want. Go live your life, don't interfere with mine.

#ootd yesterday ;)

Better You ;)

Better You - David Chio 

Truth is we don't know much
I don't know you
And you don't know me 

We get so judgmental from the start
Saying he's like this and that
Behind my back 

It takes some time to get to know me
And I understand, but sometimes I can't
Let's spend some time and you will see
I'm just like you, and you're just like me 

Just take your time and listen
Love, peace, and joy is my mission 

I wonder what the world would be like if we all just got along
There would be more happy songs; we'd be dancing all day long
I wonder if you talked to me, would you see a better man?
I sure hope that's what you'd do, 'cause I would see a better you 

Sometimes I forget
There might be more
Maybe they've been hurt
And I don't know 

Being quick to judge
Is easy stuff
But to love
Sometimes it's tough

I have totally forgotten about this song till that day my phone rang and this was the ringtone, it's a really meaningful song just that it brings back a lot of memories. But, I'm able to face them anyways, gotten over and this feeling is just so great. This week is rather productive so far, Monday had a study date with HJ, Tuesday I met my follow-up(heh, hopefully becomes my sheep) for BS and later on went to Bedok Library to study with HJ again. Gonna go Tamp to collect my pictures and buy paper to make belated birthday cards and Father's Day card. Oopsie hehe.

And I'm sorry, it's too late that you realised my importance. Once I have gotten over, I will no longer care so much and reply your text immediately. I will take longer to reply, who knows, one day I would not reply you anymore. You, last long.

i think my hair is nice today heh.

SQUAD BBQ #love #memorable #batch6

Yes, yesterday was the long awaited BATCH 6 SQUAD BBQ -cheers- ;) Had a blast with everyone, it was a really awesome day with every single one of them. HAHA, I just love going to Kelly's house hehe. Was quite sad because I had to leave earlier for my tuition but I'm happy today ^^ No reason, but yeah life is getting way way better now :)

Photos of yesterday's BBQ (edited) :

nice face, yu min ;)

hahah so unglam boohoo

#shorthair #yolo

As my blog title says it all, yes I had a really sudden haircut today. I just had to do something to make myself feel better due to some unpleasant incident yesterday, it broke me once again but I'd promise that after today, nothing similar could ever affect me anymore. Time flies, it has been 4 months. Yes, it's time to stop letting my life just revolve around the same old situation over and over. I'm tired, I don't want anything else from that to make me feel even weaker. I don't see why I have to be so affected when things on the other side is perfectly well and happy. But, I'm not. I'm really trying hard, allowing God to be part of it this time round. I. Need. To. Pull. Myself. Out. 

Stumbled upon this online as to why females have drastic short haircut (it's interesting,yeah)
Reason #9: To get over a bad breakup 
 It's a coping mechanism after a romantic crash, theorizes Helen Fisher, a Rutgers University professor of anthropology. A drastic cut is everything from a cry for help, to a symbolic phase change. It gets you attention and distracts you from the crappy, powerless emotions you're left with after someone breaks your heart. Whatever gets you through the day. 

"Always keep your heads up"

Woke up at around 7.30 am in the morning for a running date with Dannica and I ended up running alone at bedok reservoir because she overslept! But neh, met her for breakfast and we ended up shopping at Cotton On HAHA. Bought a tank top for squad BBQ (okay, an excuse heh), or rather to cheer myself up because of some unpleasant things that happened the night before. And yes, please stop treating me like a plan B, I would be so thankful if you would stop it. Boohoo, and guess what I saw something that tore me into pieces at an instance. But thankfully, I was glad that I got back up not long after. I need to move on to something greater and I am glad that this time round I feel that God is pulling me through.

Dannica, 

Hahaha I saw your blogspost not long ago and no worries man, we wouldn't drift apart! HAHA because I'll pull you back hoho. Okay sounds abit cheezy but heh you get what I mean ;') Thanks for being someone I can confide too for the past few months and sorry for always bothering you with the same problem. Meh, it's time for me to face the reality HAHAH because it's over, yay. Here's a batman for you :)

Some pictures #overdue and taken yesterday :) (order is messed up, haha)

we're too A.W.E.S.O.M.E. ;')

And yes, I'm not the type that you favour,who cracks jokes just to cheer you up. Yes dear, it's time for you to be able to pick yourself up. Yeah, by all means.