what's done cannot be undone.

Officially done trying, I mean, for studies. I did study so much more than before, but what did I get in return? A couple of B4s, C5s and an E8. Well, so much for studying. Can I just not give a damn anymore? It's so demoralising to get substandard results and see people complaining about their good results. Like hey, have you ever spared a thought for me? If you could score so well, I jolly well assume that you have brains to spare a thoughts for others. Aren't I right? Confront me if you don't agree okay. I've been such a burden I swear to everyone at every moment."We are who we believe we are." I don't even believe in anything anymore. So choked with everything right now, can't you even give a break? Talk also cannot then what you want. Maybe when I'm gone everything's going to end. I'm so clear about what I want now, get into any JCs and yeah some other stuff as well. 

Oh wells, 22 more days to the start of Os. May the odds be in my favour. 

I'm not suicidal but this is kinda true.

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