You took me for granted so don't blame me when I leave.

Hey you, I guess this really sucks, loving you yet knowing everything's not going to turn out right. Not anymore. Because I've lost mt first chance, never getting a second. Never again. Seeing you making someone else's day, it breaks me a little. Hear that? That's the sound of my fragile heart breaking into pieces. I pick up the bits and pieces, trying to piece them back again. Everything's the same again, just that now my heart is full of scars and scabs. It's ugly, can it stop beating one day so everything's that is painful will end? How great that will be. I realised so much after we let go. I realised I didn't truly love you. But things have changed, I think I love you better now. I love you the way you are, no matter what happens I want to love you for now, I want to stay. How long will this actually last again? That's a questions I've yet to find an answer to it. You're either the one for me if not just a painful sweet memory. Don't care or bother about me anymore, you know I ca't have that so don't give my any attention. I'll crave for more. For sure your girl is hurting because you're not showering her with your 100%, your girl wants everything not 99%. Maybe I;m someone so easy to use, for your benefit. One day, you'll leave like the rest, I'm afraid because by that time I would beg you to stay. I miss all those bitter sweet memories bu you don't remember anymore. I wished I could be her now, but it's fate I can't be her, so I'll resign to fate. I miss you, but I'm trying not to care. I love you, but I'm trying not to show. I want you, but what can I do when you're not even mine?