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March has been a month full of ups and downs, mood hasn't been really great due to stress of meeting new people in the upcoming school term and lots of other worries too. Sometimes I wonder why fate plays such a big joke on me, separating me from all my friends and now having to create a barrier that is soon to come between the both of us. Everything's gonna be okay, but why? Why always pick on my life? Because when I get comfortable with the people around me, fate moves them far away one by one.

Nightmares every night, the past haunts me now and then. Where is my seemingly perfect life two months ago? Life is playing a big joke on me, it's crashing on me so hard I can't breathe anymore. Self-convinced that everything will fall into place, but I guess I'm wrong when everything tumbles down. First, O level results. Second, posting results. Now.... Boo. Hope everything is going to turn out well in the end. /Fingerscrossed/

I'll still remain positive, no one or nothing ia going to bring me down. I'm going to stand up on my own feet. 14 April is soon to come, now I wonder what kind of life will I have. 3 years to University or maybe a cruel worklife. No matter what I'm going to hold on, good things are worth fighting for. You're one of them.

xoxo ∞