I'm dumb .

I stayed in class in the morning to do my Amath , my brain feels so dead already . A simple question I have to think and do for a thousand years but yeah , I will work hard .

CCA showcase . Kinda good I think . At least , I didn't screw up because I had a bad bad day man ._. But you really is such a bad example . You talk like as if there were swords flying out . Mean until like an ass . You should stop pms-ing and wash your mouth with lots of soap to make it feel nicer .

Today was such a messy day , it kept on repeating in my mind . The things yesterday . I feel like a dumb ass now thinking back , I'm just deceiving myself that it was true . But I know today , it wasn't . The things you said were just some shyt that I just fell for . It sucks . It feels like hell inside of me now , I feel like taking an eraser to wipe everything in my memory away . I want a new one , one without all these shyt . Liar , may your pants be on fire man . I feel kinda pawn used , in a chess game . But I don't care anymore . So what is real and what is not ? This seriously sucks .