STOP IT .

It's not that way, so please don't misunderstand . I'm serious, it feels so suckish to like see the person in front of you gossiping about something right in front of my eyes . It feels very bad uh . I don't know you're looking at me like that eh, I didn't do anything wad . You're too sensitive I suppose . Yeah, today was screwed and awkward uh . So many people around for wad, very nice to see meh . LOL .

I have been feeling so stressed recently, I can sense O levels coming already . I have to give in my very best, giving my fullest attention and the best shot this year for my studies . Failed my book test already, can't afford to fail another . -emostate- But through this few days, I really thank God for each day, filling me with such a joy in class although things that are taught that so tough that I felt like crying. But, God was really assuring me that everything's gonna be okay (; Thank you God, for everything You have done for a sinner like me .

Sometimes I feel so screwed, I'm confused . What am I doing ? I really don't know . But life is much more interesting this way, ups and downs everyday .