-

Well, things have been on the down side recently. Stress for Semestral Exams and all just aggravate things here and there. Have been really short tempted, getting frustrated at the slightest things.

Being competitive isn't that good after all, everyone's gonna go, "WOW, you don't know this?" It's tired to even do relatively well, you have to constantly drain yourself out for the smallest things. How good will it be if I could just put things aside and just let it be. No, I know I can't. At the end of the day, my results determine my future.

How silly can that get, life is just full of examinations and expectations. Everyone just have to live with it.

Insecurities acting up real badly, maybe I'll end up pushing important people away. Again. Why do I always have to be like this all the time?

On a side note, end of examinations tomorrow! Will it be the start of sleepless nights again? Who knows...

And, I miss you ): ♡

Study date previously: