(I couldn't think of a title)

Sometimes I really wonder if I'm making the correct choices in life, trusting the correct people or even investing my time on correct people and things. I doubt myself a lot, I guess. Late at night, insecurities really eat you up, a little everyday. All the silly things you've done before just BAM, appears again and re-enacts in your head. You'll wonder if people really apreciates you for who you are or probably  just making do with you. I hate myself for thinking this way but I can't help it. I'm just not good enough.

Everyone always hope that they could rewind time to make things right and all, but I would rather fast forward. It's human nature, or probably the society, you will never always be happy. When things goes right for you, setbacks comes together in a package. Life is full of ups and downs, when there's ups and downs it's life.

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

The song that always expresses my feelings so well, in every aspect. Well I guess I'm a pitiful soul expressing my thoughts on my blog (no need you to pity me) but yeah, just needed a place to write everything out. Telling everyone I'm okay will be good, convincing myself would suffice. Yeah, I'm okay. Living on is such a chore, but that's probably the best thing I could do. I don't want to have any regrets.

敢爱就要敢狠，
今生就只一次，
不该留下遗憾,
我快乐就好了。