So, yesterday I dragged myself out of bed at like 6.10 a.m. on a SATURDAY. Yes, for cip hours. Funny how when you're in poly you still need to do community involvement programmes. But oh wells, it's something that I really enjoy. I used to think that in the future I'll be a Psychiatrist or a Social Worker to reach out to the older adults in the community. I guess that little dream of mine is still alive in me HAHA. Yes it's weird, I don't look like those social worker type but maybe secretly I am.
I guess everything's better yesterday, I mean how I felt towards everyone, hmmm yeah. It was really alot better than the previous few weeks when everyone was behaving differently, or maybe I was being cranky too haha. But on the bright side, I'll feeling all better now. Somehow, it's quite bad too, my shopping impulse is back again. And this time, looking at all the things I buy. It's rather different. Judged for changing again? Before you say anything, do you want to stay the same forever? Change is inevitable okay.
Fucked up family I have. Sometimes I really wonder if I am valued or someone from another family is.
Don't miss me when I'm gone.
"我那牵着你的手也只剩你紧紧握着..."
我依然还是紧紧握着, 直到永远。
或许,等待也是一种幸福 ♡
但是如果这段爱情成了你的负担,我会毫不犹豫放你走的。
Sometimes it's really good when you have a shopping buddy who appreciates the same style as you instead of judging your judgements (woah, that play of words though). I'm glad I've found mine.
Side note, I hate criticism. No matter who you are.
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