So, I've finally ordered the jersey dress that wanted for quite a well. But hmmm, I don't even know if I'll regret it though. Gave up my $8 sparrow dress for this, so it had to be worth. Ohyeah, got it preorder for like $11.50 which I thought was a really really great deal. Okay, I'll attach a picture of it later if you're trying to figure out how it looks like.
I've a lot of things left on my shopping checklist but I'm currently adding on and not marking done any. When boredom and teeny tiny bit of loneliness strikes, shopping spree follows right after. HAHA. School is starting in 11 days, I'm seriously fearing and dreading it. Again.
I'd be going to the dentist tomorrow for braces consultation. Yes, braces. You may think that I'm becoming vain and all but who wants to always feel ashamed of her own teeth to the extend that she doesn't have the guts to smile. Yeah, me. I wonder given my condition whether braces is even possible. Haish.
Underbite, overcrowding teeth, those who know me, you should have seen how horrible it is. Still quite thankful for those who don't judge me for ugly teeth and face, because I've grown up feeling so inferior. I guess I've taken the step to accept everything I have and change myself to be the best I can be.
Losing weight is kind of still in the progress but I guess I've lost a significant amount of weight? (As compared to a few years ago) The thickness of my hair... haha too sensitive I'll skip it. Skin condition? I guess it's still bad but I think my primary school friends have seen worse. And, yeah I was once laughed at for that. My feet is another problem, FYI I can't walk normally like demure girls do.
I always admired people around me with better looks and all, but I just have to be happy with what I'm born with. When people around me laughs at someone with similar problems as me, I'll stop and wonder, so what about me? I'm actually no better too. Life is full of imperfections, you just have to embrace or change it.
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