Yesterday was Essential Skills workshop in school, well I didn't expect much but it was quite informative and an inspiring session I would say. I don't think I will be sharing my personal takeaways from the workshop, it's personal for a reason. It was tiring, to even think about things to say and how to act in front of everyone. I guess I am falling back to the period of time whereby I really want more alone time rather than casual talks/ heart to heart talks, I would prefer a lesser social life, I want more time to myself and for myself.
^Just some thoughts of mine, may be temporary or permanent though.
Was out all the way from around 7.45 am to about 8.30 pm yesterday, I was exhausted totally but I am thankful that I had a good sleep (even though I woke up several times). Around 8 days to start of Semester 1.2, I know it will a roller-coaster ride again, I will prepare my heart this time round. Hate it when people get really competitive when it comes to results, I hope that never happens to anyone around it. I do not tolerate it. You may say I am too sensitive, but that feeling when someone does all things in order to climb above you is not great at all. I am not a good friend if you are looking for one, just a warning.
I found out that we cannot always give in or forgive someone easily, we will be at the losing end. Losing anyone that tries to step all over you is an inevitable thing, I will not hesitate all all. Just saying. I realise trying to accommodate to the character of how a perfect friend should be is too tiring.
11 Oct 2014
Met Si Hui finally after so so so longgggggg, I thought it would be awkward as we haven't met for a long time but it wasn't at all. Things didn't change and as usual we still had a lot of things to talk about. Asked about a particular someone and well all I can say a leopard never changes its spots so haha good luck to you I hope you're well.
We went to bedok first just to get my bandage skirt I saw the day before, it was only going for $10 I cannot give it a miss so I had to go and buy it the next day. I bought XS but haha, it turned out to be a little loose, oh wells cheap deal anyways. Then we went to Bugis for a walk, in the search for a suitable shirt to match with the bandage. We had to walk to entire Bugus Street for a second round because we spent the first round talking only HAHA.
Afterwards I finally found a black shirt, not a basic tee though but I really liked it, Si Hui bought a maroon version of mine. Watched K-pop dance competition at Bugis + for really long, I don't really like watching dances but it was really good I couldn't just walk away. Tiring but enjoyable day it is, I hope I sleep well tonight.
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